
Trains weren't
invented
when they built a
railway between Bradford
& London. Leonardo
was designing airports
before he thought
about flight. The
model arrived
only after
Magritte
had painted her.
an on-going series of poems inspired by the great Belgian painter
The
only hope
I have of
acquiring
some of
that European culture
I
so admire
is to exhume
Magritte
& remove
some epithelial cells
&
grow them
up in an
agarose
broth in
a petri dish
in
much the
same manner that
Magritte
did with
Giorgio de Chirico.
She has
just discovered
that Magritte
died on the
very same day
she was put in-
to jail. What a
price to pay. If
she'd had
a get out of
jail free card
she could have
been going to
René's 106th
birthday party
later on this year.
Put two or
more things side
by side or one
within another. For
the first it is
the space between
that makes the
magic, the juxtaposition
of things known
to create the unknown. &
yes, Isador Ducasse, I
hear you laughing
in the background. It is
a collision that marks
the start of a new
journey. The in-position
is continuity, an egg
for a bird, or confusion
when something is
given an entirely different
name to that we
usually ascribe to it. Is the
briefcase labelled sky
to be our travelling
companion or the cover
under which we
set out on what
began a journey
& is now a vestibule?
"Visible things
can be in-
visible," said Magritte
about this painting. "If
somebody is
riding a horse through the
woods, at first you see
them & then you
don't. But you know
they're there. I
make use of painting
to render thoughts
visible." Then he
galloped off
leaving the rider
hiding the trees &
the trees hiding her.
In those times when
Nature couldn't
get enough of it,
spitting out
on a daily basis
children who were
literally monsters, I
would have loved
to have lived
near a young giantess
even if it meant
the only way to
dampen my desires
was to insinuate myself
around her ankles,
a frotting cat at the
feet of a queen. That way
I could take part in
whatever perverse games
she played, could see
her body & soul thrive
on the freedom she
found in them, tell
if her heart hid some
dark flame, if that mist
that swam across her eyes
was tears or the
humid warmth of
pleasure. & as a cat
I could be leisurely
in my exploration
of her body. It was
magnificent. I'd
gently climb the slope
of her knees, taste
her thighs, tangle my claws
in the thicket of her
pubic hair. & sometimes
in summer, drained
by the sun, she would
stretch herself out
across the countryside
& I would risk the
crossing of her belly
to sleep below her breasts,
in their shadow, a
peaceful village at
the foot of a mountain.
In Charleroi where
I grew up
the horses' halters
were hung
with round bells
like those that decorate
a jester's cap. When I
moved to Brussels
the same. A fortuitous
continuity. Later
in a Paris without the
presence of horses
I painted the bells
suspended above a
landscape that ran down
to the sea. I dreamt
of the afternoon windshifts
that would shake them
so I could see
their sound. Now
I have found you &
torn your face away
to show the bells embedded
in your memory. It is
a carillon we share.
I am a plant
with new growth
said the bird
I am
the underside of
the caterpillar who feeds
on me
I eat myself
It is exquisite agony
I taste my tears
as the caterpillar
eats them
Their memory
is etched
in my green flesh
(When the caterpillar
has fed enough
it will
metamorphose into a butterfly
I will go back
to being a bird
Someday I'll see it
when we're both out flying
Swoop down beneath it
Turn over in the air
Let it rest on my abdomen
for the time it takes
to remember me
Then I will eat it
I will taste its tears
They will taste like mine)