
Peace
is popularly
supposed to be
the
period between
two wars. Let's
hope
then that
the actions of
those
who invaded
Iraq or blew
up
Atocha Station
were parts of
the
final act
of a tragedy
&
not part
of the intermission.
an on-going series of poems inspired by the great Belgian painter
I am a plant
with new growth
said the bird
I am
the underside of
the caterpillar who feeds
on me
I eat myself
It is exquisite agony
I taste my tears
as the caterpillar
eats them
Their memory
is etched
in my green flesh
(When the caterpillar
has fed enough
it will
metamorphose into a butterfly
I will go back
to being a bird
Someday I'll see it
when we're both out flying
Swoop down beneath it
Turn over in the air
Let it rest on my abdomen
for the time it takes
to remember me
Then I will eat it
I will taste its tears
They will taste like mine)
Does this apple obey
the laws of gravity
& fall at thirty-two feet
per second per second?
Does time move slower
in the reality of an unreal
landscape? Do objects
invent their own velocity?
Will the man take off
his bowler hat in time
to catch it? Will the hat
withstand the impact?
Why assume the apple is
dropping? Why not movement
in another direction. What if
it's the man who is moving?
What makes us think there is
activity? Couldn't this
moment of apparent intersection
really be an eternity of stasis?
If we know the questions then
why concern ourselves with
answers? & if we know the answers
why be concerned at all?
Isn't the painting reality enough?
He tried to
take over the discussion
by stating that the
principles of dialectical materialism
gave life to what might
otherwise have been un-
realized revolutions in
several former
European colonies. It was
a successful coup
but no-one stayed around
to acknowledge it. They
left through the window
& entered the house inside.
Once made
the comment that
Magritte would have been
better off if
he'd done
a de Chirico
& reinvented himself by
replicating his own
paintings. He
must have
been listening.
In 1952
& 1953
& 1958.
Only the landscape
is changed
(only
the landscape
never
changes.
Is this an
ontological defence? Use
abstract name for
final output
rather than focus
on what concrete instants
made it up. If it's
ended this way
then you probably didn't
see them on the way through
anyway. Therefore not real. So
turn away. Turn out
the light not
caring if the
darkness remaining
in the mirror in
the room just left
is resident or reflection; or
refr/action of what else
was written there.
Master Class in that
a group of us
are brought together
& once we've finished
demonstrating our skills
are then shown
how it should be
done. Jukka as ice-white
tennis pro, serving up aces
while we watch on
amazed at the ease
with which he works the
court. Ice-blue, ice
as prism through which re-
flects/refracts all
colours, through which
neutrino words pass
to form ice crystals
sharp as stone, light as
lattice. Secret player
in that I have slim
sense of him outside
his poems, in that
the game he plays is far
beyond that which
the rest of us call tennis.
The random actions
of the acrobats &
the precision
of the clowns
contrast to create
a tension
which the ringmaster increases
when he rides into it
on a white horse
cracking his whip
& surrounded by
elegant assistants.
Such momentum.
Yet the progress
of the circus parade
is still dictated
by the pace
of the elephants
& the amount of shit
they leave behind.
To end
a solar eclipse
the priests take a
young boy who has
fewer than ten
gold tokens
on the wall
of his family home,
wash him with water
from their private spring
& clothe him
in unbleached linen
which is
woven from flax
harvested near the sea.
He is given peyote.
He is laid on the altar.
He stares at the sun with dull eyes.
He sees darkness
before the darkness is seen.
A sunflower is
placed to replace his face.
We are gathered, watching.
We know what is to happen.
We know what is to happen
then.
As the moon
starts its
slide onto the sun
a brazier is lit. As it
continues to drift
twelve torches
set in a circle
around the altar
are set alight. & as
the moon
passes fully
across the sun
hiding it
like an apple
poised before
a man's face
a priest wearing
the skin of an ocelot
which marks him
as coming from
the same family
slices the boy open
from throat to un-
descended testicles,
rips out his entrails
& casts them
into the brazier.
It is done quickly. The
heart is still beating.
It is done so
we hear the first spatter of fat
just before
a fingernail of light shows
the sun is being born again,
the boy is dead.
The ship
the sea
is sailing on.
Birds
are made from
the air.
The house
we live in
is a
forest.
I awake
in my dreams
to find
I am only
awake in them.
If we give
objects
different names to those
they were made or
born with
are we changing
reality
or merely re-
arranging it?
If I
tell someone
that a chair
is no longer a chair
but now
a tuning fork
how can I
make them
agree with me
when they
already say
the sky
is sea & see
a forest as
the human body?
Laughter &
curtains
are interchangeable.
They is me.
Giorgio
de Chirico
re-
invented
himself by
faking
his own
paintings.
Couldn't you
have borrowed
that off him
along with
those earlier
enigmatic
images
instead of
ripping off Renoir
or turning out
those works
that you
called
vache? Jesus,
René,what
were you
thinking
of? Thank
Christ you
finally came
to your senses
& returned
to the
real world
of men in
bowler hats &
birds re-
inventing
the sky.
The outside
inside. Light as
window/painting. Out
of context
would be a simpering
watercolour. Descending
strata of sky, sea, sand
arranged in a
possible logarithmic spiral.
Fibonacci sequenced. The
golden mean
in a golden frame.
Is bather only by reference to an earlier painting. She is nude. Is nowhere near the sea though she lies stretched out on a carpet which could be sand. Her face is angular, her head propped up by an arm bent to echo the shape of the dark ball in front of her. Eyes closed but she is not asleep. No-one can sleep in that position. Maybe she is imagining the sea, that she is one with it. Venus without the halfshell. Curve of the breast, curve of the belly, curve of the line from hip to knee - all follow the curvature of the imploded star. Her legs aligned with the lines of light. So, too, the line where the carpet meets the wall. She is in between light & darkness. Possesses elements of both. Is possessed by neither.
Night as a black ball. Is
dark matter. In a posed-
card of the thirties
would be
held in front of breasts &
cunt in beachball modesty.
Only one breast is hidden here.
Usually he evaded the hunters
with little trouble. Only when
the dogs joined in
did he feel trepidation. They
spoke a different language. It seemed
more familiar to him
though at first he understood it
less. Finally he stopped running,
covered himself in mud &
became invisible. He learnt
the hierarchy of the dogs, the
patterns & cycles of their
behaviour. He killed the alpha male
just after the dominant female
came on heat then caught & coupled
with her. Now they hunt the hunters.
Gödel said
that the
concept of a set
that contained
all sets
was impossible
because it
could not
contain itself.
Magritte said
that no
matter how
realistically
an object
was depicted
it could never
be
anything more
than an image
of itself.
In-
complete.
Agreement.